everything jus don't seem to be going right.
from how i screwed my school stuff
to how screwed cca is.
all the exco stuff suddenly
are all so complicated.
im prepared for the worse for njrc.
im sorry for saying that, but looking at how things are going,
i really don't know.


the china immersion shit is just a waste of my time.
damnit.
and i jus can't back out from that.
what is their problem?
like hello, i CAN'T EVEN GO CHINA.
and you are asking me to waste my time there.
wow.
so what if i can pon lessons and cca jus to go for all the learning journeys?
i rather do njrc.
and where are we going?
science centre
little india
and so on.
wow.
perhaps all problems will be solved if tht thing were to disappear.
UGH.
it is damn damn damn screwed.
and the best part is
i have to see ek tmr
for nominations for SC.
WOW.
how many times did i say
I DON'T WANT IT!!
can they stop screwing me up
like PLEASE.